Booked ayahuasca on 2012 november  in Holland.
I would like to share my first journey into ayahuasca. I want to share it because i found a lot of precious information that helped me onto this journey but also i developed my own way , which i feel is more complementary,of seeing the whole ayahuasca experiment

Check   Oberom , breathtarian from Brazil corso pranico 21 days

Preparation:
Day 1.  Apple pear coconut pumpkin and lemon water apple juice
Day 2. Wholemeal biscuit, apple , red grape, tomato , fruit juice, lemon water
Day 3.Sunday5th wholemeal biscuit, banana,3 pear,brown rice cracker,apple juice green tea walnut
Day4.brown rice, tomato,walnut,date,fresh apple juice,fresh ojuice,banana,lemon tea
(Dream sea water and stealing a lemon)
Day5.bronrice, grilled tomato 3 , fresh apple juice, spinach,walnut,apple,grape
Day6.saturday brown rice, carrot and celery, carrot juice,rice cracker
Day7.sunday white rice,cucumnber,apple,
Day8.monday12 fasting from food and water

Have a astrological chart reading done to grasp more awareness during this period.
This ayahuasca retreat happens during saturn transit conjunct on my natal moon. Not nore a perfect time than time when moon transit also conjunct the natal moon all in scorpio. Let's dig it.

Moon conjunct Moon 
This transit marks the start of your personal lunar month. You are emotionally charged now. You should be aware that your current state of mind can, in an indirect way, determine much about how you will be feeling in the month ahead. As such, make it as positive as you can. Honor your feelings, reach into your well, and pull out the feelings that support your larger goals. Familiarity, a sense of belonging, and emotional connections fuel your spirit now more than usual. You are more sensitive and responsive than you are typically. Relationships with significant women in your life may be especially prominent now.


Meditation at Amsterdam meditation centre which is inside the airport. Paradoxically it was one of the quietest place i cold ever experience. Absoute magick.

Bought gemstone for spiritual journey protection and grounding.

Found my body to be well responsive and energetic by having a meal a day. Not craving for other foods.- corso di 21 days pranic body?

Rebirthing- ayahuasca teach to meet ourself which has been hidden behind blame,guilt, lies fears thats seets in our unconscious and effect our image without knowing.
By doing a rebirth with a professional you can go deeper.
Rebirthing is a good preparatory technique for journeying into ayahuasca.

The rebirthing is an individual process to the extreme. What will come up with a certain person at a certain time depends on many different factors, but the participants have to believe in the wisdom of their True Self, in the wisdom of their body, and in the rightness of the experiences that they are currently going through. And what is happening is exactly that which is needed and useful for them right at that particular moment. 

The defensivness of the ego




Eclectic energies : good articles 



How emotions affect the chakras

There are emotions and states that are able to close down chakras, if they're not processed adequately. Anodea Judith calls them 'demons' in her book 'Eastern Body, Western Mind'. The demons affect the 'rights' that are associated with the chakras.

1. Root Chakra
Fear
The right to be here
2. Sacral Chakra
Guilt
The right to feel
3. Navel Chakra
Shame
The right to act
4. Heart Chakra
Sorrow
The right to love and be loved
5. Throat Chakra
Lies
The right to speak and hear truth
6. Third Eye Chakra
Illusion
The right to see
7. Crown Chakra
Attachment
The right to know



You might also be interested in these books about the chakras at Amazon UK



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Still, one can’t make demands or have expectations of ayahuasca, that’s not the right way. One must accept what one sees and find the meaning in that. I want to see my demons, and face them. I want to go deep into my own mind and kick the shit out of my psyche, and tell it to stop being so bloody lame sometimes. But if that doesn’t happen, perhaps it will mean that there’s nothing very much the matter with me, and I will have discovered something equally valuable. Perhaps I wish there was something hidden inside me, stopping me from doing things, instilling fear. Perhaps that makes me feel special and gives me an excuse not to achieve all I can be. But maybe I should ask ayahuasca to tell me how to just be happy as I am.

I feel like I’m coming to realise many things about myself simply in the preparation for the ceremonies. I’m sad that I’ll be missing one of my best buds’ leaving dos, he’s off to live and work in Geneva, but perhaps that in itself is another learning experience. I don’t know what the lesson is just yet, maybe I’ll know on Friday when I’m ripping it up spiritually.







Ayahuasca experience


Day 1. beatiful visionary of rainbow and geometric and pink energy filling my heart chakra



Day 2.  
We start with lesson of true contact with another person, tat means to  look deeply into somebodyelse eye.

Lesson. Learn to Love

In oder to join the goddess and gods we need to show how can we love.
Love curriculum.
Appear my family and thanked their presence. Tears joy swept my face.
Love means to be there and care. Tat's all.

Hearing Milly singing was ectsatic .........when the light of my soul shine i come home............ Beatifull songs.


Your parents are there because they loved you.
It is important to just be there and comfort.

I have to start loving without shame expressing my feeling and creative espression.

Having a child 

A partner is there to  test how you can   love every day. Is it inconditial love. 
Love without interest.

Bus to ayahuasca. Money is to making a living not so muh for taking profit.
You should work in that field that you love and things will start happening.

Day 3. Did yoga and the body felt so light. Every movement was free. Just lifting the hands up and breathing up in fron of the sun. 

Wents though fear hat hold me to speak, to act and to be.
The fear for not accepting the fear for being refused and fear to be judged.
In you follow eith love there is no fear.

“Love takes off the masks that we fear we cannot live without and know we cannot live within. I use the word "love" here not merely in the personal sense but as a state of being, or a state of grace - not in the infantile American sense of being made happy but in the tough and universal sense of quest and daring and growth.”


― James Baldwin, The Fire Next Time





We are here as human because we forgot how to love.

Quote from the internet aya vs mushroom

Of course there is no correct universal answer. I have done mushrooms enough to know that I am connected to the earth and everything. My experience with Ayahuasca completely changed my life. Ayahuasca showed me what life feels like without an ego, for me Ayahuasca showed me things that mushrooms have yet to show me. Both are have divine qualities.



How medicines/plant spirirts communicate depends a lot on the individual. My experience is that some have much to teach me and some don't like me and do not wish to communicate. Mushrooms are one of these. A small dose does nothing but make me feel drunk and giggly, such as having a beer, and any more than that just makes me sick and depressed. On the other hand, I've found peyote/ san pedro to be a powerful and benevolent teacher. I used to harvest the cactus in SF and cook it for 12 hours while I sang to it, and it always sings back. Never tried Aya, so I can't say much about it. Heard its really powerfull. I've eaten morning glory seeds, which have the active ingrediant of LSA, which can be refined into LSD, which I also find to be a powerful teacher as well. So my advice is this, read up on others experiences, but when you do decide to explore on you own, HAVE NO PRECONCEPTIONS, on how they will speak to you. Empty your mind and alow yourself to be carried by the experience. Create a sacred space to explore in, and have someone with you whose been there before. Blessed be your journeys!
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Re: Aya vs. Mushrooms Mon, November 12, 2007 - 6:52 PM
I believe that when using mushrooms at serious doses in a serious context, 
like ayahuasca nearly always is, they can be equally powerfull, but they 
are inherently different and therefore a noticeably differing experience. 

I like the statement that aya is of the earth (plus dmt is already in our brain) 
and mushrooms are of the stars. 

both have the potential to be both pure bliss and pure terror. 
anyone with adequate experience with psychedelics who tells 
you they've never had a terrifying experience is either lying 
or seeking to emphasize the resulting benefits gained 
instead of the more superficial unpleasantness. 

the truth is, these plants offer something unspeakably fantastic. 

but no matter who you are or how much positivity or "universal love" 
or whatever you bring to the experience.... 

there are dues to be paid.... tough dues. 

but it's the bargain of a lifetime! 

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according to Kathlene Harrison the mazatecs she works with also use cinnamon tea the following day after a mushroom cermeonoy for its "warming" effects or something like that..even though cinnamon is not native to that region..

I think the mazatecs also use cacao in the following days..I never heard of them using it in ceremony though. They do offer the beans on the alter from what I understand durring mushroom and salvia ceremonies.

They also use a mixture of garlic and tobacco..they call one of the tobaccos "san pedro"..and they have another type that is female..anyway they mix garlic ang tobacco into a paste and put it on the alter and sometimes they pit a little bit in their gums durring a mushroom ceremony to help charge the visions and carry their prayers out through the spirit world.

The cubensis mushrooms they use when they have some sort of a job to do..like if they are building a new house etc..they will then do a ceremony with them. At least that is what the family that Kat Harrison works with told her.
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"We seem to live in a prison of negative expectations that everyone is more than happy to leave. Everyone is just waiting for the other person to take the first step ..."...Nick Sand

"healed people heal people, and hurt people hurt people"

Healing samctury in Essex recquires you to puke at least once.


Reminder and preparation for the next ayahuasca time:
1. Taking care of people if i see them shaking or crying. It is  a love workshop and it is good to practise.
2. Drink to puke at least once
3.Bring  instrument to play
4.Go with friends possibly or partners
5.Dress colourfully